When I think back about Oliva, there's always this happy atmosphere/environment. The chefs and instructers will be smiling away butt when I look at Waku Ghin..I don't know ah maybe it's just me. I think I don't know them well enough ah.

Just now when I'm clearing the Oshibori, the place already damn packed, I dropped the Oshibori and I was like cb at least help with the other side ah. Then they all talk also some parts I don't understand zzz.'Why is your hand shaking yesterday you masturbated ah?' Ah yah lah I masturbated yesterday thinking about your mother. CBbbbbbb.

When I never meant what I said/did, people take it seriously but when I really mean what I said people think I'm joking. Wadd kind of logic is this.

I went out from the restaurant already my heart waa I take it really personal sial when she said about my attitude. I don't know why ah I can get so emotional. I want to talk to someone also ahh forget it ah they all won't understand me. God, You are the only one that won't make me feel alone. After all those sins I have made, I feel that you are always there for me. sigh

TODAY MET CHEF TETSUYA WAKUDA IN PERSON FOR THE FIRST TIME AND HIS HAND IS LIKE AN OX!!!

I'm quite relieved that I'm not the only one who thinks that this someone has issues at work but then again everyone has their own strong and weak points but this someone sometimes annoying like hell ah. There will no staff pass for me and this is soo leceh because I have to wait for someone to open the door for me everyday zzz buutt I can use the guests' toilet instead of the staffs'! I tell you I can sleep seh there.

Wahlao I need to be more careful and alert next time. I nearly dropped the glasses and I easily blur ah. How to open your own restaurant like this???

This guy is getting on my nerves. Tell people to do this and that but in the end do also bochup but still can ah he during operation. I heard that there are more new staffs coming in and imagine if they are better than me omgggg cannot like this. My plate handling skills and explanation of dishes ust be solid by the end of the month please ASAP.

How long seh I should be drinking warm water.. I want to drink COLD WATER haisss. PLEASE CURE THIS COUGH PLEASE GOD!!! Lol I don't know what else to write already. Ok lah goodnight!XD

Seriously either I miscalculated the time or I saw the time wrongly just now. I could still lepak and walked slowly some more. I just realized in Popular at 1.10pm that I have to be in Bayfront by 1.30pm! DE HELL. I thought I could practise with my plate and tray handling haizz must not happen again! And btw I just freaking lost my tieeeeee dieeee alreadyy..

The operation just now was more relaxed as compared to the other days. Perhaps it's due to lesser customers or I am getting better :D. But anyways I have a lot of things to learn and it's good to know that Ms Ervinna is seeing us!

From what I observed, people work because of money and it always come down to that. One day I asked someone that why did he changed his job to another place and he replied that the money in his current place is better. De hell like that your main motivation is because of money and maybe some love lah but that kind of job you are doing freaking bores you. For what? Love and passion in whatever you want to do will always come first, then money. Money will always come later. I, too, have to have this mindset.

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy friday and saturday are my off dayzzzzz can't wait~

One PIECE 702 IS OUT FAST OR WAD! Quite good ah got tournament and all really makes One Piece damn interesting, can't wait for next week's chapter!XD

For the longest time I really ran for the bus just now seriously pancit sia. All because I left my handphone in my jacket pocket and I had to went back just to retrieve it. I was really lucky to manage to get on the the bus because the bus will leave at 12.30am ON THE DOT.

I think I know more or less about the restaurant but I have to work on my plate handling and how to explain the food to the guests.

I think bit by bit I want to learn Japanese seh. I think every night I need to ask the chef to teach me a bit of Japanese  He is a damn cool and humble person seh.

My cough is getting worse because I kept on drinking cold drinks zzzzz I want to stop but I was really craving for cold drinks and it's really tempting meeee. How like thattttt

Ok time to brush and floss my teeth and wash my face. Then surf the net awhile max 3am sleep. I don't that tired and sleepy seh during night time as compared to daytime and I will keep yawning and feel restless. I think I'm used to the night life ah.

Plate handling seems to be better just now and I still want to perfect that essential skill. Tat said it doesn't have to be perfect as long it's stable and the food won't slide off, it's fine. However, when guests are seeing you carrying the plates it has to be perfect. What's the use seh, when customers see then you do properly when they don't you slack abit alamak. Then I see some of my colleagues didn't carry their plates straight so meaning they are a lil slanted. How like thaattttt. I must aim to perfect this skill omg it's damn hard when you are not looking in the mirror to make adjustments.

I was happy when I was to observe and assist the operations in the private dining rooms. There were a lot of cock ups; utensils placement, serving plates and many more. It's not that I'm not confident or what, I was just    urgh I don't know how to say ah but it's a freaking prestige restaurant and I can't afford to make a mistake so everything has to be precise. I was slow in everything I do and it's not perfect zzzz.

Just now, I was surfing the net then haizzzzz like this already I think it's time to switch it off ah. Waste time already hahaha like plug or what seh can switch on of on off.

Forget to clock out againnn alamak I need to stop thinking about going home fast and keep reminding myself to clock out zzz

After I have nearly recovered from fever and runny nose, the problem now is the phlegm is stuck somewhere   and I keep on coughing, irritating or wadd. But at least I'm feeling better and I think I can't chocolates be it a mousse or from the bar itself as I would really tear and have the most dreadful sensation.

Learnt more closing duties just now and I think I did more work today which is a really good thing because I can observe more. I think asking questions and be initiative will help me along the way. The thing that I need to improve on is the speed of my work, awareness, tray and plate handling and being spontaneous. I think there are more but I'm too lazy to think.

After talking to the Chef just now, I don't know ah but it makes me feel more motivated to achieve my goal and be successful. Can oneeee ahhh.

One Piece episode 587 was disappointing. The animation like shit sial. Smoker vs Law at least make it nice ah.

Let's start off with TVD and quite ok lah I really don't know what I have to look forward the most, perhaps Silas? The other characters seem to be boring liao zzz.

Anyways, I was down with fever, runny nose and coughs all nighhtt looongg. I swear to God 1 panadol wasn't enough so I took 2 just now. Maybe this is my punishment when I always ponteng and pretend to be sick.hahahaha.

What I learnt today on my second day in Waku Ghin

-Being a host doesn't mean you have to stand there all the time

-Oshibori have to be served on the right side of the guests forllowed by the wooden chopsticks

-Table number will change depending on the reservation

-Table set up, again

-How to push seats for guests

-Closing operation duties

Sadly, my plate carrying skills are like shit I mean literally like shit. Tomorrow I have to go work earlier and it's a good thing as it's time for me to perfect this skill for zee longesstt timeee.

I need to do a research about Chef Tetsuya more in depth tomorrow. Let's hope for a better tomorrow and MUSTAQIM BRING YOUR 'A' GAME TO THE TABLE!!!

'Excuses only exist to those who depend on them. So stop making pathetic excuses and work your ass off!'
-Mustaqim

I freaking hate being sick at the wrong time. It's my official first day of work and I'm having fever, runny nose and sore throat and it's really annoying me. Weak sial my immune system. I can't hold back just because of this. This is weak and pathetic. Come on lah Mustaqim you know you tried your best but then again BEING SICK IS MAKING ME SICK. I'm hoping to really be well the first thing I wake up tomorrow after taking medicine. Please God help me!

What I've learnt today
-Room name (Bar Lounge, Alpha, Bravo, Charlie, Delta, Main Dining Room)
-Table number (for eg. Alpha 1 and 2, tables 21 to 29 and 31)
-Seat number
-In house magazine can be taken
-No children under 11 years old are allowed (Damn need to double check)
-Roughly knows how to set tables
-Roughly knows how to roll Oshibori
-More or less knows what is required to be a host
-Bar Lounger can start before 6 and ends at 1.30am; last order for food is 12am
-Menu is mainly on seafood and few meat

There's definitely more and I really want to learn as much I can, seriously. I don't care if I need to go home at 2 but sleeping like for 4-5h will really make me shag. zzzzz fk sia how I wish that I won't be lethargic no matter how long I sleep.

I need to recap on what I've learnt tomorrow morning and study about Chef Tetsuya Wakuda, damn I knew she was going to test me zzzz.

OFF DAY TODAY WOOOO

I expected my body to really ache but it's not that bad after consuming enough protein, thank God! My arm feels better now too. Today I just read a book and did some research on Waku Ghin. Yeah that's about it. Chatted with Khai Xin earlier lol hopefully she is doing well there she sooo poor thing lah but strong! YAY I ALMOST FORGOT TMR IS FRIDAY WHICH MEANS THERE'S TVD, FERNALEHHHH~

Ok! Time to bathe now and works starts at 2.30 tomorrow! ALL DE BEST TO ME!!XD

It's okay to have hope- That phrase has always been on my mind for days now and I will hold on to that till the rest of my life.

Just now was the last day of orientation and to be honest I learnt a couple new things like sustainability and gaming responsibility.

After that, Dennis, Donavan, Yi Quan and I gym-ed together and I felt really shioooook. Giving that last push man that gives me the pump and it gives my muscle the tight feeling although I'm freaking skinny hahaha.

I shall read my book tomorrow. Since I have my off day tomorrow I can read more! YAY!

Aanddd ahhhhh the girl smoked seh but regardeless of that, though I don't have any negative perceptions, she is still cute, prettyyyyyy and really vivacious!XD

I woke up in the morning tireeeeeddd or wadddd but then again COME AT ME BRAH! I won't let this or any weak excuses affect my iip experience in MBS. 

I had breakfast I observed that everything moves like a military fashion.

I went through the 2nd day of orientation just now and yeah the games were all meaningful  and there are always reasons behind them. 

The girl cuteeeeee and prettyyyyy or waddd zzzz, I was really tempted to at least say something but I was too fucking chicken to do so because I would look stupid and feel embrassed haisz.

Yi Quan and I were positioned as servers! Dang it. Before we knew it, I was really enthusiastic and hoping to be a kitchen staff but after the news, I just felt just go with it but at least say what I wanted. Make this opportunity to learn everything and anything.

I need to read a book soon and look up the meaning of words I am not sure of. I seriously need to improve my communication skills!

Feeeeeeeeliiinggggggggggggg soooo lethargic why is my body soo weeaakkkk but nevermind just COME AT ME BRAH!

My first day of IIP officially started today in Marina Bay Sands and I had to undergo orientation which was just merely above average. Changed it's venue, they didn't tell us funnnyyyy or wadddd but then Yi Quan and I just noticed a board saying that the venue is being changed LOL.

I met new friends either they were full timers or interns like me, regardless of that I am glad to get to know them.  My team was being formed based on our our birthdays and we had think of a group name, logo and someone who has the longest, shortest and dirtiest *noun*. So our team name was WOLF GANG and I had the privilege to explain to the rest of the teams on how we decided to use that name.
Mustaqim: Since our team members are born in May and June, if we take May and June and combine it together, it will be MOOON.
*Haha everyone laughed at how lame we could be
Then I explained more and when it came to the logo which I didn't know how it could be funny and lame also hahaha.
It feels good to present in front of a big crowd and making them laugh which  I really missed doing so. I really love doing it. Danggg..

We were guided around the property and isshh big seh. OO

At the end of the day, I felt that there are certain things that were different if I compare MBS with RP such as how service recovery was being understood and greeting the higher ups. Although there were differences, certainly there were similarities such as attitude will always come first and some other internal based factors.

Then againnnn, Yi Quan and I being posted to Waku Ghin and we are hoping for kitchennnn positionssszz. Haha when already give something nice want even better: TYPICAL SINGAPOREANS.

Damn  need to wake up early tomorrow for breakfast! God willing, it will be a better tomorrow and I just feel excited!XD